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| Monday, April 9th, 2012 | |
| 10:52 pm | Yeah, yeah. Another survey. Fuck off. Have you kissed anyone you have texts from in your phone? Yeah. Josie, Skylar, Maddie, and Faith. Sadly, not all at once. Because that would be fucking HOT. Do you think that your first love affects the way you go on with life? I know it does. I ain't gonna go into it much, but my first love broke me in ways I dunno if I'll ever completely recover from. Thanks, bitch. Last missed call? Kenny. Probably freaking out over something at the bar.Did you call that person back? Yeah. To tell him to STOP FUCKING BOTHERING ME DURING THE HOCKEY GAME. Dipshit. Do you like being home alone or does it freak you out? Hm. Alone, or with Josie. Let's see. YEAH. I'd say I hate being home alone when the alternative is having THAT hot piece of ass with me... Has anyone told you they missed you lately? Heh. Yeah. Josie AND Maddie. What are you supposed to be doing right now? ...Josie? Your last text says...? "You're not answering my calls. You're totally fucking right now, aren't you?" from Skylar. Best part was? SHE WAS RIGHT. Are you ready for kids now? Fuck you. Seriously. Have you done anything sneaky lately? I put some exlax in Kenny's coffee... does that count? The last person you kissed breaks your heart, what do you do? Honestly? At this point? Probably end my LIFE. If Josie ever hurts me... I think I'd lose the will to live. Has anyone seen you in your underwear this past month? Just my darlin'. What is a random memory from this year? Heh. Lucy walking into practice with two candycanes in her mouth and two HUGE coffees in her hands, then getting an embarrassed expression as she asked "...oh crap, did you guys want anything?" IT WAS ALL FOR HER! Were you mad when you woke up this morning? Nope. I was hungry and restless. Ever been called babe? Like, EVERY FUCKING DAY. Are you friends with the last girl you talked to? Yep. Maddie's my motherfuckin' HOMEGIRL. Something that happened today that made you angry? I saw some young moms walking together with their babies. Made me fucking livid that it can't be ME. Have a best friend? I got two, actually. Skylar and Maddie both understand me better than anyone else in the world could. I love them both and trust them both more than they'll ever know. What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? Pulled my face out of Josie's ass? Do you have strange dreams? Honestly? I don't dream much. Which is both boring and slightly alarming. What happened at 7:00 am today? Some fucking car alarm started going off outside. I swear to god if I find out who's car that loud-ass shit was, I'm putting my foot in their ASS. Is the person you last texted single? Sadly, no. No offense, Luce. I say sadly only because it freaks me out that you're FUCKING MY BROTHER Do you like hugs? Hugs rock the motherfuckin' hizzy fo' shizzy, yo. What are you looking forward to? ...Having Josie's face in my crotch again? Was this summer a good one? Yeah. Full of the last memories I have of my life back before I became a bitter fucking bitch. Are you nice to everyone? ...you HAVE met me, right? Do you think you can last in a relationship for six months? You know... sadly? I'm starting to fucking wonder. Where is your phone? On the bar in front of me, asswipe. Will you be single over winter? Hoping not to be... but with my luck? Who knows. What was the last drink you had? The bottle of Rolling Rock I got in my hand right now. Eighth one of the night, boooooooy! Would you rather spend a day outside with friends or inside alone? God, there's NOTHING that sucks as bad as being alone. So, my weird-ass friends by default. Are you a morning or night person? Both. I... don't sleep well anymore. Can you commit to one person? I can, no problem. The problem is that people can't seem to commit to ME. Do you look people in the eye when you talk to them? Sure. Unless they got nice tits or a bulging package. Then we all know exactly where my eyes go. What's on your schedule for tomorrow? Hm. Fucking Josie, opening the bar, watching the Pens/Flyers game, fucking Josie, band practice, fucking Josie, try to sleep. Do you currently have any bite marks/hickeys on you? Heh. Wouldn't YOU like to know. Do you always answer your texts? Unless I think you're an asshole. Then I ignore you. Who was the last person to text you? Brady. I tried to text Lucy, and my asshole brother responds with "Sorry, your guitarist can't reply right now, she's currently riding my cock." Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a someone? Nah. I am who I am. Either accept it or go fuck yourself. Do you fall for people easily? Too easily. Luckily I'm becoming nice and jaded now. Bitterness can do some good, people. Is it easy to pretend everything's okay for you? Probably. But honestly, I don't care if people see what a jaded dick I've become. Do you dare go into detail about your last kiss? Well... it was to Josie's asshole, but sure, if you REALLY want details... Are you afraid of losing the last person you talked to? Last person I talked to was a fat, drunk dude in a goddamn FLYERS jersey. Fuck him. I hope I lose him. Do you think you are a good person? Nope. But at least I'm having fun on the road to hell. What would you do if you found out the person you liked had a gf or bf? Jump in front of oncoming traffic? What do you want right now? A new tattoo. No idea why, but suddenly I want another Star Wars tattoo. Have you done something recently that you regret? Neely. Yeah. I said it. Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex? Not really. Kenny's the closest thing. My besties are Skylar and Maddie. Have you lost any close family member to cancer? My mom. Never bring it up again, douche. Is it ever too late to apologize? Apologies are overrated. Where would you rather live, England or Australia? Australia. The accent is hotter and they have nicer teeth. Have you ever laid on a bed and stayed there for no reason at all? When Neely left me, I layed in bed staring at the ceiling for three straight days. Do you ever crack your knuckles/ back/ ankles/ wrists/ etc? Dude. I crack my knuckles like it's goin' outta STYLE. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for? I wish I could say I didn't, but yeah. I've grown to bitterly hate Neely Bale with every fiber of my being. Did you kiss anyone in September? Probably. I'm a total slut. Who's the last person who you went out to eat with? I'm gonna avoid the dirty comment for once and answer honestly. Me and Skylar grabbed some Mickey D's the other day. How did you get one of your scars? The one on my stomach is from being impaled. Fucked my life up forever, man. When did you last swim in a pool? With tits like these? I dont swim, I float. Whats the best part about school? When it's over? Do you like to read? Nerdy sci-fi shit, yeah. I've barely read a classic novel in my life, yet I own every cheesy Star Wars novel ever written. I am shallow and lame Does it bother you when people respond with one letter texts? YES. Next person that sends me a "HOW R U" text gets my foot in their genitals. Would you go out with someone right now if they asked? Only Josie, bitches. Where did you get your last bruise from? Rough-as-hell sex, y'all. Take that visual to bed with you. This past summer, did you have a "thing" with someone? This past summer I was still married. Does the person you want most right now know that you want them? She better... Spell your name without an L: Rachee Martin Ever been to Georgia (the state)? Twice. Once for a Braves/Pirates game, and once touring with Suicide Messiah. Do you get annoyed when you see someone you don't like? Nah. I just say something ignorant to them and keep going. Could you see yourself dropping out of high school? Dude. I'm fucking 23. Don't tell me lies, so is the last person you texted attractive? Dude. Lucy's the fucking hotness. Warm, cold, or content? Right now? Cold AND content. In school, how was/is your attendance record? Heh. Sporadic at best. I was always getting suspended for fighting. Have you ever fallen asleep while texting someone? Nah. I have passed out drunk in mid-text though. Do you think someone is falling in love with you? Josie's proven that she's VERY in love with me. Are you highly attracted to anyone right now? Josie. And Obi-Wan Kenobi. Come on! IT'S EWAN MCGREGOR, MAN! What do you currently hear? The sweet, sweet sound of Mike Lange yelling "HEEEEEEE SHOOTS AND SCORES!" Yeah. Suck on that, Flyers. Do you curse in front of your parents? Oh my god. I curse like a drunken sailor in front of my old man. It's so cute how he dies a little inside each time he hears me call someone a cum-guzzling fuckface. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you? Josie and my brother. Who was the last person to call you beautiful? Either Josie or Maddie. Probably Josie. Maddie mostly just calls me 'Jugs'. Do you find piercings attractive? God, yes. If there's anything hotter than nipple or tongue piercings? I've yet to see it. Are you the type of person to make people laugh? Usually. Not that I'm some comedian, most people just find it amusing that I'm a total dick to people. Whats so special about what you're wearing? Right now? Nothing, dude. Just jeans and a Mario Lemieux jersey. Do you have a favorite number(s)? 66, yo. Super Mario's the best fucking hockey player EV-ER. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos? As noted earlier, I've been craving a new SW tat. Maybe a Sith emblem on my back or something. Which is harder, telling someone you love them or that you don't? Neither, really. It helps to not give a fuck what anyone thinks. Was your last text message from a boy or girl? As previously noted, boy. Because my brother was being an ASS. Do you get stressed easily? Depends on what the situation is. You confused about anything? Right now, I'm just confused as to how the fuck Johann Hedberg has a job. Dude's the most inconsistant goalie I've ever fucking SEEN. Are you okay with the life you live? Eh. I go back and forth. Does it bother you when people keep texting you after you don't text back? Yeah. If I dont reply? IT MEANS YOU'RE ANNOYING. Are you sarcastic? Me? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. Has the last person you kissed ever been mad at you? Josie's gotten more... annoyed with me than mad. A few times she came close, but then I just took off my shirt, and suddenly WHOOP! No more mad. Did you go out or stay in last night? Stayed in. Currently wanting anything? Sex, and lots of it. Where's the last place you went besides your house? Down to the sporting goods store to get a new baseball glove. My old one's worn OUT, yo. Is there a member of the opposite sex on your mind? Opposite sex? Hm. Nah. Been craving some dick, but nobody's in particular. Besides, my days of playing are over. Have you ever had a friend you weren't into, fall for you? Yep. And since I'm a douche, I dont mind saying who it was. HI JIM! Is there anyone that will text you and you smile instantly? Josie, Maddie, Blake, and Bastian. Could you go a month without swearing? Dude, seriously? I can't go an HOUR without swearing. Have you held hands with somebody in the past four days? Of course. Have you had your first kiss yet? Oh, no. I'm innocent and chaste and haven't EVER been touched before... Who was the last person to carry you? I've never actually been carried. Huh. Do you know what you want to be when you grow up? ...what am I, seven? |
| Friday, April 15th, 2011 | |
| 11:06 pm | TVD App Character Name: Rachelle Martin Journal: RockinRachelle Gender: Female Age: 17 Species: Human PB Name: Katharine Isabelle Sexuality: Bisexual Relationship Status: Single Short Bio/History: Rachelle is probably the biggest tomboy you'll ever meet. The youngest child of five children, and the ONLY girl, she really didn't have a chance. She loves sports, especially football and baseball, and plays the bass guitar. She drives a tricked-out, black and yellow '67 chevy impala, and is essentially the loudest and most vulgar girl you're likely to meet. Yet, there's something charmingly sweet about her, in spite of it all. OOC Information Are you over 18?: Yes Time Zone: Eastern AIM: ironmaidenbdp Preferred format for playing: AIM or email How did you find TVD: The Return? Erin's mah frieeeeeeeend. |
| Saturday, April 10th, 2010 | |
| 1:33 am | 10 Things Surveys 10 Things Nobody Knows About Me: 1. I have a tattoo of the Galactic Empire insignia on my hip. 2. I once got so drunk in New York that only the intervention of Chloe and Kevin prevented me from trying to set fire to Yankee Stadium. 3. I kinda like Pokemon. And by kinda I mean a LOT. 4. I've never been beaten by a human opponent at any of the Madden NFL video games. 5. While I'm entirely loyal to Neely, I do have a bit of an innocent crush on a certain Green Arrow wannabe... 6. For a year when I was 16, I dyed my hair bright blonde. Ugh. Never ever again. 7. My inhibitions get HORRIFYINGLY absent when I'm drinking. 8. For some girls, chocolate is the way to their heart. For me? Chicken wings from Hooters. Oh good god there is no more heavenly food on earth. 9. I own 19 different football jerseys, 11 different baseball jerseys, and 10 different hockey jerseys. And I'm always adding more. 10. At my high school graduation, I grabbed the microphone and told the rest of the senior class to "kneel before Zod". Ahh, good times. 10 Things I Wish I Could Change About My Life: 1. I wish I was a little more ladylike. I think I embarrass the people I love a little too much with my filthy fucking mouth. 2. I wish I hadn't gotten quite as excited as I did about Episode 1. Then maybe I wouldn't have died inside quite so much when I saw Jar Jar Binks for the first time. 3. I wish I enjoyed soccer more. I feel like such a bad sports fan for not getting into it like the rest of the fucking world. I mean, little fucking kids in Ethiopia who like, eat flies for lunch love it, yet I don't understand it a BIT. 4. I wish I could have known my mother. 5. I wish I would have handled 'The Meeghan Situation' a little better. Did I enjoy denting her fuckin' face with my knuckle? Yeah. But SHOULD I have done it? Probably not. 6. I wish I knew a way to really tell Neely how much I love her without it sounding so... trite. 7. I wish I wouldn't have passed on seeing Nirvana in concert. 'Oh, they'll tour again when their next album comes out' YEAH THANKS FOR THE GOOD ADVICE, CHLOE. 8. I wish I was more compassionate. I can be a little... cold to people I don't know well. 9. I wish I hadn't set fire to Becky Marella's locker back in 10th grade. Sure, she had a Yankees calendar in there and totally had it coming, but I still shouldn't have done it. Or blamed it on someone else. 10. I wish I didn't get such a kick out of early 90s gangsta rap. |
| 1:23 am | Relationship Survey 1. Who are you currently involved with? Neely Bale. My sexy lil' werewolf. 2. What things initially drew you to this person? Well, she's sexy as hell, obviously. But we had instant chemistry, and admittedly it's the first time someone actually said, in no uncertain terms, that they wanted to fuck me within 25 minutes of meeting me and DIDN'T make it sound creepy. 3. Now that you're actually involved with the person, what things keep you interested in them? The banter between us is always fun, and the sex is OFF THE HOOK AMAZING. 4. Do you think you'll be with this person for the rest of your life? As long as she doesn't fuck around on me? You betcha. 5. What are your favorite things about the person you're with? It's the little things. The way she raises that eyebrow when I say something that catches her off-guard. The way she laughs when I get all upset over sports. The way she just... gets naked at the most odd times. She's so random, and I love it. 6. If you could, what would you change about them? I kinda wish she wasn't so... promiscuous? Only because while she's loyal to me now, her past still scares me from time to time. 7. Are you truly happy with this person? If not, why? Oh god. I've never BEEN happier. 8. What things, if any, do you have in common, interest-wise, with who you're with? Music is the big one. And sex, obviously. We're very compatible sexually. And god love her, she's trying to get interested in sports and Star Wars, just for me. 9. Would you say you're in love with this person? Retardedly so. Like, in ways that defy explanation. 10. How does this person make you feel, deep down inside? Loved, sexy, and desirable. |
| 1:08 am | Bolding meme I am shorter than 5'4. I think I'm ugly sometimes. I have many scars. I tan easily. I wish my hair was a different color. I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. I have a tattoo. I am self-conscious about my appearance. I have/I've had braces. (Gotta get those perfect teeth somehow!) I wear/wore glasses. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free. I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. I have more than 2 piercings. I have piercings in places besides my ears. I have freckles. Family Home/Life I've sworn at my parents. I've run away from home. I've been kicked out of the house. My biological parents are together. I have a sibling less than one year old. I want to have kids someday. I've had children. I've lost a child. School/Work I'm in school. I've fallen asleep at work/school. I almost always do my homework. I've missed a week or more of school. (I had to, ok? I broke my fuckin' clavicle playing football with some guys.) I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years. I failed more than 1 class last year. I have a job. (Sort of... I'm a professional musician) I've had a job for at least 2 years. I've stolen something from my job. Embarrassment I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. Disney movies still make me cry. I've snorted while laughing. I've laughed so hard I've cried. I've glued my hand to something. I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose. Health I was born with a disease/impairment. I've gotten stitches. I've broken a bone. I've had my tonsils removed. I've sat in a doctors office with a friend. I've had my wisdom teeth removed. I had a serious surgery. (One time I took a bad spill trying to rock climb and punctured a lung. Not fun) I've had chicken pox. Traveling I've been on a plane. I've been to the UK. I've been to Spain. I've been to France. I've been to Russia. I've been to Finland. I've been to Asia. I've been to Africa. Experiences I've seen a shooting star. I've wished on a shooting star. I've seen a meteor shower. I've gone out in public in my pajamas. (especially now. I live above a freaking club. I've run down to grab drinks in my jammies several times.) I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator. I've kicked a guy where it hurts. I've played a prank on someone. I've ridden in a taxi. I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. I've eaten sushi. I've been snowboarding. Relationships I'm single. I'm in a relationship. I'm engaged. I'm married. I'm currently in the middle of a divorce. I've gone on a blind date. I've been the dumpee more than the dumper. I miss someone right now. I have a fear of abandonment. (can't IMAGINE why...) I've gotten divorced. I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. I've kept something from a past relationship. I have an ex I don't think I'll ever get over. Sexuality I've had a crush on someone of the same sex. I've had a crush on a teacher. I am a cuddler. I've been kissed in the rain. I've made out with my best friend. I've made out with someone who I wasn't dating. I've hugged a stranger. I have kissed a stranger. Honesty/Crime I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't. I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. I've snuck out of my house. I have lied to my parents about where I am. I am keeping a secret from the world. I've cheated while playing a game. I've cheated on a test. I've been suspended from school. Drugs/Alcohol I regularly drink. I've passed out from drinking. I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months. (Thanks again Maddie. Bitch.) I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them. I have cough drops when I'm not sick. I can't swallow pills. I can swallow about 5 pills at a time, no problem. I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. I shut others out when I'm depressed. I take anti-depressants. I'm anorexic or bulimic. I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it. I've hurt myself on purpose. I'm addicted to self injury. I've woken up crying. Death & Suicide I'm afraid of dying. I hate funerals. I've seen someone dying. Someone close to me has attempted suicide. Someone close to me has committed suicide. I've planned my own suicide. I've attempted suicide. I've written a eulogy for myself. Materialism I own over 5 rap hip-hop CDs. I own an iPod or MP3 player. I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece. I own something from Gap. I own something from American Eagle. I own something from Gucci. I own something I got on e-Bay. I own something from Levi's. I buy more than half my clothes at Wal-Mart. |